June 30, 2002
been busy learning how to
been busy learning how to drive an APC, damn fun! =) esp when going up and down the multiple gullies, like a jerky rollercoaster ride. other than that, it's been quite slack at camp, plus the sergeants haven't started to tekan us yet.
my buddy's been complaining that i space out way too often... hey, i can't help it! don't know where i learnt how to do that but it's just a part of me now, will just blank out my mind and stare into space everytime there's nothing to do.
i guess nowadays i don't feel that army's as 'fun' as it was when i was in BMT and sispec anymore... there's not much incentive in being active and hyper... feel totally uninspired... at least back then there were sergeants who made life interesting. just getting worn out by the routine i guess...
wishing...
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'I will find my way, I can go the distance.
I don't care how far, somehow I'll be strong.
I'll walk every mile, it'll be all worthwhile.
I will go 'most anywhere to find where I belong.'
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June 23, 2002
am now in school of
am now in school of armour, training to be an armour infantry spec. SIGH! and i thought sispec was the end of all that section training and chionging.
and to add to that, the camp's in pretty bad shape, nothing compared to the last two schools i've been in. AND armour's organising this year's national day parade, which means that from now til national day, we're gonna get confined every weekend to do odd jobs here and there.. bleah...
oh well... at least my new section's quite happening! haha... a 21 week long course seems like an eternity.
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'we don't say 'hi' or 'goodbye' anymore, i guess i'm used to it already. nothing's changed, because nothing ever happened in the first place. i just wish i could be this retrospective when i'm dreaming of the fantasically impossible.'
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'you cannot know... just how special...'
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